Although, what i had hoped for came true, a new home, new family, new friends, something new came true, never thought id see it coming
I glanced at someone, someone who reminds me of an ex, he has same features, not the same smell, but yet his personality was never what i had expected. As he approached, i began to blush on my cheeks. My heart is beating, i thought come on now, no way there's someone as cute as him talking to me, yet i captured his attention. We hung out, went to La Cantera Mall, he didn't admitted that he had a crush on me til this part.....
As I drove him home, I was nervous wreck, I was sweating, yes that feeling you get when you feel, damn i wonder what they're going to say when i tell them how i feel. In the back of my mind, I thought, he might be like every guy Ive encountered with, a jackass, guy who wants to get into my pants, a guy who would use me because im TOO giving. Al those wondrous rejections thought running, therefore i was definitely wrong...
I spilled the beans about how I had a crush on him, and admitted there were imaginations of him and I together sharing something fun. He looked at me closer, our eyes locked, we kissed very closely, so close I didn't want to stop. He was surprised and nervous as well as I am. He says he felt the same way too. I was so happy, i felt, maybe this is the time, when I realized that when you love yourself, and your happy with your life, some where out of nowhere someone comes into your life when you least expected.
From that day forward, he became closer to me, we're each others best friend, sharing ice cream, playing at the playground, being able to cry to someone when you had a bad day at work, you can tell them everything, they're understanding by means it all. The best part is just doing absolutely nothing is the best damn thing ever. We're both a lot alike, we have some differences. He can be here now, but later on will he still be there, who knows, life is an incredible journey. I remember the days when Id say I want a boyfriend, someone who understands, someone whos misunderstood, means well and also can relate our worse experiences to share people to be careful and aware where it can take you....
Greatest ever, Im truely grateful this has happened. Ive got my pocketful of sunshine:)
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